Dont Know

All these while, I keep telling myself that I will be better...
I will be alright, very normal for a few weeks...
But, a small incident can make me emo again...
Then, start those negative thinking... >,<

Now, I am telling myself again that I will recover from my失恋后遗症...
This time, will I success???
I dont know... I just want to try hard and all my best to recover...

I want to become the normal me...
The talkative girl... Talk naturally...
Not talk to hide my emo...

I am gonna be better for our next gathering...
Can I do it??? I hope I will...